I wish I could find as much happiness in planning for the ball as you do, but there's so much that feels...wrong, and I can't look past it all. I didn't want to say anything, because I don't want to make any of you feel like you're not good enough for me. It's not that, not at all. It's all these...details.

I mean, I could go into them. I want to say something somewhere... I just think it'd be better if I posted it where all you people who've put time and thought into making this ball happen won't read it. It's not any of you personally, but, well, I'd rather not offend anyone just now.